I still remember even tho I wish I didn't

Im in the hallway tryna make money
my bank account i spent on you
where has the time gone
all of the shit we been through
i still need you

Yea its hard to go back and change
what we used to do
its even harder to get you to forgive me

You say i did to much
but i try to fix it
and the time i wasted
you was hurting

I spent time tryna make up
you shut me down
now im hurting tryna make it up
but its all over and true love now

But even the weather goes back to noral after the storm

Im in the hallway tryna make money
my bank account i spent on you
where has the time gone
all of the shit we been through
i still need you

If fairy tales exsisted this wouldnt happen
but books are full of shit
one more fucking problem ill kill myself
We turn out backs on yesturday
think about tomorrow
I gave u my heart to borrow
you never gave it back

I cant expect you to trust me
And i dont expect you to care
but i am building more bridges
to happiness of an alter

I spent time tryna make up
you shut me down
now im hurting tryna make it up
but its all over and true love now

But even the weather goes back to noral after the storm

Sacapunta Fuck that Shit
ill be out working my ass off
to make this world a better place
gotta baby on the way and excited
for the struggles
Just hold my hand and we on the way
to successfulness

People say its over
i can handle this
switch my mindset to SUCCESS

Bang what a way to leave this game
to start a life with a lovely name
on my way to the top
family started early
Movin out tell em
keep the bullshit with you

Im in the hallway tryna make money
my bank account i spent on you
where has the time gone
all of the shit we been through

i still need you

If fairy tales exsisted this wouldnt happen
but books are full of shit
one more fucking problem ill kill myself

I think... I think when its all over, it just comes back in flashes, you know... Like a kaleidoscope of memories. It all comes back, but he never does...

I think.. I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen. 

It's not really anything he said or anything he did... It was the feeling that came along with it...

And crazy things is... I don't know if I'm ever going to feel that way again... But I don't know if I should.

I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright...

But I just thought...

How can the devil be pulling you to someone who looks so much like an angel, when he smiles at you.. Maybe he knew that when he saw me.

I guess, I just lost my balance..

I think that the worse part of it all, wasn't loosing him.. It was loosing me...

I finally kept my pride
And hailed a cab
Those cuttin words you said
Were the last stab
There’ll be no tears this time
They’ve all dried up
No more sweet poison
I already drank that cup
This tunnel’s dark
But there’s a little light glowing
Bright enough for me to run toward knowing

Nothing in this world will ever break my heart again
Nothing in this world will ever break my heart again
No pain this life will put me through
Will ever ever hurt like you

Don’t need a miracle
A superhero
There’s only one way up
When you’re at zero
You took my innocence
But it was knowing
No i don’t need you
And that made me a woman
I paid my dues
But that’s a debt i’m done paying
I’m standing strong
But I’m still on my knees praying

Nothing in this world will ever break my heart again
Nothing in this world will ever break my heart again
No pain this life will put me through
Will ever ever hurt like you

Right when you thought you had me
Baby you just lost someone
Finally got over you, baby time to move on.

Never learned your lesson.

Ain’t even gonna question why it went so wrong.

Right when you thought you had me
Baby you just lost someone 

I can usually drink you right off of my mind but I miss you tonight. I can normally push you right out of my heart but I'm too tired to fight. The whole thing begins and I let you sink into my veins. I feel the pain like it's new. Everything that we were, everything that you said. Everything that I did and that I couldn't do, plays through tonight. Tonight your memory burns like a fire. With everyone it grows higher and higher. And I can't get over it, I just can't put out this love. I just sit in these flames and pray that you'll come back. Close my eyes tightly, hold on and hope that I'm dreaming. Come wake me up.

Turn the TV up loud just to drown out your voice, but I can't forget. Now I'm all out of ideas and baby I'm down to my last cigarette.
You're probably asleep deep inside of your dreams while I’m sitting here crying and trying to see. Wherever you are baby now I am sure you moved on and aren't thinking twice about me and you tonight.

I know that you're moving on. I know I should give you up but I keep hoping that you'll trip and fall back in love. Time's not healing anything. Baby, this pain is worse than it ever was. I know that you can't hear me, but baby I need you to save me tonight.

 Tonight your memory burns like a fire. With everyone it grows higher and higher. And I can't get over it, I just can't put out this love. I just sit in these flames and pray that you'll come back. Close my eyes tightly, hold on and hope that I'm dreaming. Come wake me up.




-.I miss you more than anything and I'll always love you. Never forget that. I'm still here and always will be. I need you-

Well you only need the light when it's burning low. Only miss the sun when it starts to snow.

Only know you love her when you let her go. Only know you've been high when you're feeling low.

Only hate the road when you’re missing home. Only know you love her when you let her go. And you let her go.

Staring at the bottom of your glass. hoping one day you'll make a dream last but dreams come slow and they go so fast. You see her when you close your eyes, maybe one day you'll understand why, everything you touch surely dies.

But you only need the light when it's burning low. Only miss the sun when it starts to snow.

Only know you love her when you let her go.

Staring at the ceiling in the dark, same old empty feeling in your heart cause love comes slow and it goes so fast. Well you see her when you fall asleep but never to touch and never to keep.

Only know you love her when you let her go. And you let her go.

If I could I would dare. Feed your dream and starve your fears. Every time you reach for me you'll find a hand out. If I could take you in, feeling you deep beneath my skin. Then I could sleep away with you as a poison in my veins. I don't wanna fall asleep alone. Every time you reach for me you'll find a hand out.

"This is the last time I'm asking you this, put my name at the top of your list.

Its been you all along..."

"Even the sun sets in paradise..."

Where do you want to be...

He says he loves me as long as the day is wide...

From morning to night, standing there, hands in my hair, lots of words...
Where do you want to be... I'm talking about you and me...

What do you want... What do you see... And where is forever residing...

A girl's got to have her peace with a man to understand things...

Clear out the way, to travel today... Where do you want to be...

Well it's about as new as last year's rain, pouring down from the sky, so high...

And you get used to knowing everything about each other so you don't ask why...

But you better not forget why we claimed the world as ours and left it to the days to come...

The dreams I have... Oh, I plan everything...

From the cups to the kitch to every little niche...

To us running to each other like an old time movie...

I don't mean to push... But I was just wondering....

Where do you want to be...