When I promise something, I keep it no matter what. I know this is right because I feel it, I've never felt so good and right about something in my life. No one ever made me feel so good until know. And I promised that I was gonna be here for that person, always. So I’m not going anywhere. I'm still not sure about a lot of stuff but at least I know that I am trying and that I am giving it all I got and more, because a lot of times I’m going way beyond my limits.
   At least I know I’m doing things right.  I'll be here, till you don't want me there anymore. If one day I leave it’s because you ended up pushing me away. If it was up to me than I would stay by your side forever.
All that I know is that I won’t give up and that you won’t lose me, unless you want to. You just gotta show me that you are trying, as long as you are trying I’m staying. I'll be here, I’ll always be here.
The other day someone told me that in my mind I was single but my heart was already taken. At first I didn't understand what they meant but after I thought about it, I think that they were right. Because I don't give a fuck about any other guy, when they want to or try to be with me I just pushed them away on the first try because I look at them and they are not you, none of them make me feel the way you do, or make me smile for no reason nor get mad for no reason.
And that's when is starting doubting because I think that you might not do the same thing I do when it comes to the girls you meet or already know. That's when it all falls down and I get mad for no reason and I feel like giving up.
But that is only because you don't show me much. I care about you way more than you could ever imagine. I know for a fact that things can work out, but that's something that we both need to want.
I know I want it, I really do but I don't know about you. Lately I’m not sure about anything, I try to understand you but sometimes I just can’t.
So all I know right now is that I’m not giving up, even when I have those fuck it moments and just wanna let go of everything. But I know that inside that's not what I want, so it will never happen. At least not from my side.

There's no need for you to wish to keep me much longer when you can keep me forever.

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